Month: April 2012

Goodbyes and changes x

Dee’s funeral went as well as funerals can go. So many people turned up to the church and I know so many more couldn’t make it. The service was beautiful, as Dee had planned it along with her minister. Her husband read out a…

Sad day tomorrow

Had an ok day, went and had my hair cut and my eye brows waxed. It has been raining all day so my joints have been pretty painful.  I hung out with my brother for a bit, and then come home around lunch time…

Melt down recovered

My melt down continued from yesterday about 6pm till I cried myself to sleep at nearly 1am. By that time of the night I had completely just lost control and I just sat and cried and cried and cried uncontrollably, I could barely breathe….

Email to my psych!

Hi so Dyllan here. Thought I would write you an email as clearly words aren’t getting me anywhere, maybe it’s me not saying it clear enough. I am depressed. A good day is if I get out of bed, an even better day is…

So depressed

HELLOOOO! Yup I’m still here…..  Day started of well. Didn’t sleep to well last night though, but hey….  Woke up, showered and got dressed and ate. It’s been a fucking awful day RAINING! ALL day! URGH! left the house early and took Oscar to…

Starting to feel better :)

Today I woke up early, but did’t know what to do with myself, so i forced myself back to sleep. I just wasn’t ready to be up and to face the world just yet. I forced myself to get up, showered and dressed and…

Mixed times

Been a busy week, but a good 1, have had things to do which has been good. Booked Oscar in at the vets to get his furry balls off lol. But the vet told me he’s over weight :s He weights 5kg lol he’s…