Month: November 2012

getting there

Last night was a struggle. I was the closest to cutting, closer then I have been in a long time. I just can’t get it out of my head and it’s driving me insane, despite desperately doing every single skill I can. I managed…

just no words

Carpets didn’t go down today. How I didn’t go completely mental in anger I do not know! I did tell them several times before hand that my carpets are properly glued to the floor, but no they didn’t come equipped. So I moved the…

No harm so far

I’m still here, managed not to harm myself so far. Just feeling a bit lonely…. as in I’m sick of being single. It’s been so long which isn’t like me to be single for this long… Maybe I’m growing up I don’t know, but…

Walking with my dark passenger!

Had a good day with a friend. We went xmas shopping. It was good I managed to finish off my shopping. My heart just feels so empty inside, no matter what I do, even if I do kind things for people, I feel nothing….

Don’t seem to be moving forward….

Well I’ doing everything I can, I have a daily routine, I get up around the same time each day, I have a proper breakfast, I fill my day with positive activities, I do my skills, I have a good bed time routine, I…

Doing ok…

Feeling slightly better today. But I still got a taxi to group as I find mornings hard to get going. But I had already decided I was going to get the bus back, as I had things to do in town.  Group was good…

The troubles with W.G…….

Well not posted on this journal for a while, but I will today as I have been feeling so so poorly and I’m finding it so hard to cope with along with my mental health. So I’ve probably been going down hill with the…