Happy Christmas – p.s Suffering is optional.

Well it’s Christmas eve eve lol and I thought I would do an update as I am not sure when I will have the time to sit and write next as the next few days will be really busy.

So the last 3 days have been busy but good. I’ve been getting my last few bits and bobs in and accidentally a few bits for me lol!

On Mon I spent like 4 hours wrapping presents and wow it made my back and butt so sore. Afterwards I went out to another Christmas group meal which was good for most of it lol, but I can’t say too much about it. Overall it was good 🙂

I’ve also had friends popping over and meeting friends and stuff, so that’s been so good. Saw my bro, nephew an step dad today which was cool 🙂 let Leo open his present from me hehe, well he’s going to have so much and he’s only 14 months old so he won’t remember this one.

Tomorrow morning I got to do a bit of cleaning up before being picked up to go to a friends for dinner, which I am really looking forward too 🙂 N will be coming over in the evening when I get home.

Christmas day will be just me and N and maybe another friend who I said is free to pop over if she wants. I’m doing beef casserole for dinner in the slow cooker and I am hoping the weather will be nice enough to take the pups for a walk in the afternoon.

Boxing day, L and the boys are coming over, N will still be with me and H is coming over too and I am making Christmas dinner! eeeep so that will be interesting lol! But I am really looking forward to it as well.

So yeah got it all planned out so it should be a good one. I think Christmas is what you make it, regardless of if you are ill, don’t see your family, don’t have many friends or whatever you have to make the most of it. I’ve put a lot of work into making this a good year, as I did last year and last year I spent it alone and loved every minute of it. I know this time of year is difficult for many people for many different reasons but if you think its going to be shit then it will be. I know it’s difficult when you are depressed BUT you have to scratch the darkness in order to find that glimmer of light in your life, so you can climb out of the deep black hole. It is possible,yes depression sucks but the suffering is optional.

Anyway that’s all I have to say really, I’m going to get to bed soon because my head is hurting and I’m tired. I still have to take the pups for a wee and put new bed sheets on…joys lol!

Well I hope you all have a fabulous Christmas, don’t forget to treat yourself, eat and sleep well and don’t over do it, nap if you need and stay safe ❤

Peace out


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