Month: January 2016

Living my life to accommodate an illness I hate

I don’t know even where to start 1 because I am SO tired and 2 because I have scrappy doodles staring at me, which is kinda off putting. He wants to play but I’ve already played fetch since I got home earlier, he’s so… Continue Reading “Living my life to accommodate an illness I hate”

Another allergic reaction to yet another antibiotic

I’m ALIVE! YAY! although I still look a bit like a zombie because I’m exhausted. But I am more human today thankfully. I am so glad I didn’t start my antibiotics on Friday, I took them Tues night before going to bed and I… Continue Reading “Another allergic reaction to yet another antibiotic”

Thoracic medicine appointment

I had a great weekend but yeah totally paying for it today, I woke up exhausted and in so much pain. I woke up about 6 am because I was in so much pain with my hips and knees. So I had breakfast and… Continue Reading “Thoracic medicine appointment”

Anger Issues and Great Friends

Sunday again..it seems to come around quicker every week and wow what a week it’s been. How would I describe this week? Well this week has been filled with high emotion, mainly anger and frustration, with a bit of crying and some happy days.… Continue Reading “Anger Issues and Great Friends”

Benefits SUCK…continued..

WOW my previous post was rather positive at the end lol, I always seem to be able to be positive, I have NO idea where/why or how I continue. Like seriously how how do I do this?! I really don’t get it, I suppose… Continue Reading “Benefits SUCK…continued..”

I will never stop fighting – Benefits suck!

Ah Sunday evening…which means I have another week ahead of me to deal with! Urgh  and I have a few battles to deal with this week. I had some shit news through the post and WOW it’s utterly disgusting and I got so mad! So… Continue Reading “I will never stop fighting – Benefits suck!”

This journey sucks right now!

I don’t really have a lot to say, other then my mood is pretty low at the moment, mainly due to gender dysphoria and because I threw up last night…not sure what the cause was I’m just tired, emotionally drained. Like I need a… Continue Reading “This journey sucks right now!”

I hate my body!

Quick post as it is 10 pm and I don’t think I have much to write…but we will see. So I’ve had a pretty awesome day but that’s not the main reason for this post. This morning I did my housework and then met… Continue Reading “I hate my body!”

This is what a good week feels like :)

I have had a long, busy but good week. I don’t really know where to start. I’m feeling good though, despite the joint pain and the lingering sinus infection, I’ve been able to maintain a stable mood. I was going to do a video… Continue Reading “This is what a good week feels like :)”

What self care means to me and how it keeps me well

Ah self care day 🙂 It was very much needed and I feel better for it. Part of being able to stay well (as I can) with my physical health and my mental health is down to making time to look after myself and… Continue Reading “What self care means to me and how it keeps me well”