I am 5 and a half months on testosterone but my voice hasn’t broken yet, it starts breaking the week of and after my testosterone shot but come the second week, my voice stops breaking and just sounds normal again. It’s super frustrating as my voice causes me some distress, I hate sounding so female. I think its because my T levels are too low, but I’ll find out the results of my bloods on Thursday and hopefully I can get my T levels more frequently then every 4 weeks.
Also with low T levels comes slow physical changes, which again is frustrating. The T should have started making my chest a big flatter by now, which is another area which causes me huge distress. I just try and ignore that area of my body the best I can, its not always easy but it makes it easier to deal with the distress.
Other then the low T levels and feeling frustrated, I’m feeling better then I was last month. I’m still getting bad anxiety but my mood is better then it was, which is cool. I’m feeling a bit more settled and clear headed then I was.
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^ This weeks video
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