I don’t really have much to write today… I don’t really know what to write or even say.
Not feeling great today, am so stressed out with my whole benefits saga.. I hate having no money, I’m having to sell stuff just to get by and this week is no different.
This is all impacting on everything else, I’ve put on a stone in weight which makes me feel like shit! Which in turn is making the dysphoria worse because all the weights gone to my stomach and chest. I feel so fed up…. I have to keep pushing through but I’m so tired of forcing myself to get up every day and just fake it, its exhausting.
I’m over this is all… hopefully the money thing will be sorted soon-ish… but its not soon enough.
Oh I get my next testosterone shot tomorrow so that’s one thing to look forward too..
^ This weeks picture
^ This weeks video