Warm weather and dysphoria

It’s good Friday today, the suns out and it’s really warm. For most people they don’t think too much about what to wear, how they feel etc.

For me personally I really struggle when it’s warm. Stress about what to wear because I can’t stand being hot but I always want to disguise my chest without binding all day long because it hurts and makes me more exhausted come the end of the day.

I’m so over it, I want top surgery so bad. I just want to be able to enjoy the sunshine without being stressed out, disconnected, struggling with disassociation.

It makes me feel so angry, agitated and anxious. I try my best just to get on with it and enjoy myself but it’s so difficult.

Meh 😔

Peace out

Zak

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