It’s good Friday today, the suns out and it’s really warm. For most people they don’t think too much about what to wear, how they feel etc.
For me personally I really struggle when it’s warm. Stress about what to wear because I can’t stand being hot but I always want to disguise my chest without binding all day long because it hurts and makes me more exhausted come the end of the day.
I’m so over it, I want top surgery so bad. I just want to be able to enjoy the sunshine without being stressed out, disconnected, struggling with disassociation.
It makes me feel so angry, agitated and anxious. I try my best just to get on with it and enjoy myself but it’s so difficult.