Month: January 2020

A day in the life of a Trans guy – Hysteroscopy

I wouldn’t usually put a trigger warning on my blog, but this blog in particular could be triggering as it mentions a procedure in a private area and those with gender dysphoria may find it hard to read. Having said that I am writing… Continue Reading “A day in the life of a Trans guy – Hysteroscopy”

Adventure Time – Brighton day trip

On Thursday I took a pretty huge step, I went to Brighton for the day by train on my own. I’ve always had anxiety about getting the train places, as I have a fear of getting lost. Which is probably a weird fear but… Continue Reading “Adventure Time – Brighton day trip”

A day in the life of a Trans guy

Today was my testosterone shot day! which is always something I look forward too. I had spoken with my GP a few weeks ago about changing over from Sustanon to Nebido injections. I started on Sustanon two years and 5 months ago, having 3… Continue Reading “A day in the life of a Trans guy”

Saturday Afternoon Walk

The sunshine has finally arrived! and Saturday afternoon it was beautiful. The sun was shining and it was a bit chilly but it was a perfect day for a dog walk. I was feeling pretty indecisive and a bit agitated, I wanted to do… Continue Reading “Saturday Afternoon Walk”

Rediscovering myself

Since December, I’ve been in hibernation mode and I’ve really struggled to get out and about. I’ve wanted to stay close to home and just relax, but I feel its time to start slowly crawling out of this cocoon I’ve built and participate in… Continue Reading “Rediscovering myself”

A day in the life of a trans guy – The beast that is Gender dysphoria

What is gender dysphoria? Gender dysphoria is where you experience a disconnection between your biological sex and gender identity. It comes in varying degrees of distress and varies from person to person. My dysphoria was always worse around my chest, I’ve always hated my… Continue Reading “A day in the life of a trans guy – The beast that is Gender dysphoria”

My own worst bully

Who else struggles with negative self talk?? Cuz I certainly do, I am my own worst bully, far worse then anything I ever faced from any real life person. I’m so bad for constantly picking myself apart and flogging myself to the point of… Continue Reading “My own worst bully”

Hibernation mode

I’ve been really struggling to write on a regular basis, even though I know it helps me. I’ve been trying to write in my notebook, as that feels a bit less pressure then writing my blog, as it doesn’t have to make sense, or… Continue Reading “Hibernation mode”

Winter sunshine

Friday afternoon I took the dogs out for a walk, as the sun was shining and I was feeling ok, despite having a cold. We all needed to get some fresh air, I was just going to go for a short walk but we… Continue Reading “Winter sunshine”

Christmas 2019

Hey all! I’ve been a bit quiet on here lately. I’ve just been relaxing, sitting back and taking stock of my life, which has been really great. I don’t quite think I’m fully ready to come out of my little cocoon just yet, but… Continue Reading “Christmas 2019”