Category: anger

Warm weather and dysphoria

It’s good Friday today, the suns out and it’s really warm. For most people they don’t think too much about what to wear, how they feel etc. For me personally I really struggle when it’s warm. Stress about what to wear because I can’t…

Random brain stuffs

Thought I’d share some stuff I’ve previously written but not posted. Here’s some random stuff from my weird brain Written 28th March 1am (I remember crying towards the end which is why I didn’t finish it or post it. Feeling a bit lost and…

Still here

Again I’ve not written for a few months for various reasons. One being that I’ve not really been present, I’ve been disconnected and just in my own little world lately. The other reason is I often don’t feel like I have anything new to…

Mobile phones have killed the conversation

Am I the only one who when I am with people will put my phone in my pocket and leave it there, checking it very occasionally. I had two friends down to stay with me and I felt so fucking awkward, lonely and left…

Where does my inspiration come from?!

I’ve been thinking today that I haven’t had any inspiration to write for a while and it’s weird that some weeks I can write a lot but other times not at all. I mean yeah there’s something I could have written about but it…

Vasculitis sucks! – living with a chronic illness

Yesterday was so long and exhausting, not only did I have to go to Christchurch hospital but I also had to go to the chemist in Bournemouth hospital… but that’s a whole other story. Yesterday I saw a vasculitis nurse because I’ve been having…

Today sucked

Today sucked! I hate how sometimes a little change can cause such an extreme emotional reaction in me, it’s like I have no control over it and it just ruins the whole day. Rather then just accept the situation as it is, my brain…