Category: bipolar

Laid bare

I’ve been mia for a while, I’ve not been posting regularly like I was, for a number of reasons, which I’ll explain as I write this. I’m feeling pretty vulnerable at the moment, so this is going to be hard and uncomfortable. But it’s… Continue Reading “Laid bare”

Random brain stuffs

Thought I’d share some stuff I’ve previously written but not posted. Here’s some random stuff from my weird brain Written 28th March 1am (I remember crying towards the end which is why I didn’t finish it or post it. Feeling a bit lost and… Continue Reading “Random brain stuffs”

Being brave – asking for help

So a couple of days ago I deleted everyone off FB and at first it was out of anger and frustration and also a bit scary but it’s actually been really liberating as well, I don’t feel like there’s things that are expected of… Continue Reading “Being brave – asking for help”

Today sucked

Today sucked! I hate how sometimes a little change can cause such an extreme emotional reaction in me, it’s like I have no control over it and it just ruins the whole day. Rather then just accept the situation as it is, my brain… Continue Reading “Today sucked”

*Insert*Title*Here*

I don’t often write in between my weekly transition blogs, but I feel like I needed to write today, I got things I just need to get out and maybe it will help me make sense of everything. It’s probably gonna come out a… Continue Reading “*Insert*Title*Here*”

Transition update – Week 25 on T

I don’t know where to even start this week, its not been the best week ever. I’ll stick to transition stuff for now and I may write another blog about everything else I’ve got going on. I probably need to get it out, as… Continue Reading “Transition update – Week 25 on T”

Transition update – Week 20 on T

5 months on testosterone today! WOOHOO! I did my 6th injection this morning, after the fasting blood tests and everything went well. I got my second bloods next Tuesday, to see how where my testosterone levels are. Not really sure what else to say…… Continue Reading “Transition update – Week 20 on T”

Transition update – Week 19 on T

This is my first post of 2018, I survived another year. 2017 wasn’t all bad I mean after all I started testosterone but it has definitely been another challenging year and I know there is more to come. That’s life I suppose but when… Continue Reading “Transition update – Week 19 on T”

Transition update – Week 17 on T

I feel like there’s so much write, but where to even start. Most of it isn’t trans related but it all has a knock on effect on everything else. My brain is just overflowing, its so overwhelming and I don’t want to deal with… Continue Reading “Transition update – Week 17 on T”

Trying to survived in a messed up system

Where to even start?! I suppose I’ll start with the GP appointment I had on Friday. I had written some notes down the night before so I could just hand it over to my new GP. It was hard to write as it made… Continue Reading “Trying to survived in a messed up system”