Tag: alone

The darkness surrounds me

I wrote this last night, despite a nice day the darkness still takes a hold of me and I can’t shake it off You ever just feel like you’re a total inconvenience to everyone?! But it’s almost like they only stick around out of…

Negative thought spiral

I pick one thing that makes me sad and upset and apply it to every single thing in my life. I start off feeling a bit sad and I obsessively think about every single negative thing and end up feeling so depressed I just…

Random brain stuffs

Thought I’d share some stuff I’ve previously written but not posted. Here’s some random stuff from my weird brain Written 28th March 1am (I remember crying towards the end which is why I didn’t finish it or post it. Feeling a bit lost and…

Still here

Again I’ve not written for a few months for various reasons. One being that I’ve not really been present, I’ve been disconnected and just in my own little world lately. The other reason is I often don’t feel like I have anything new to…

Mobile phones have killed the conversation

Am I the only one who when I am with people will put my phone in my pocket and leave it there, checking it very occasionally. I had two friends down to stay with me and I felt so fucking awkward, lonely and left…

What self care means to me and how it keeps me well

Ah self care day 🙂 It was very much needed and I feel better for it. Part of being able to stay well (as I can) with my physical health and my mental health is down to making time to look after myself and…

I give up. Chronic illness sucks..

Don’t even know where to start tonight. Been sat crying tonight, it was either that or punch walls but I don’t want another broken finger. I didn’t post yesterday because well I don’t think I had time. Only remember bits of what happened because…