Tag: anger

How do I move forward?

I just wrote a whole fucking post that didn’t save! because my internet went down! I am so pissed! I poured my soul out and now its fucking gone! Hopefully I can rewrite it, as I need to get this shit out. Even stupid…

Negative spiral – update

This negative spiral, intense depression and anxiety is not good! Slipping back into old behaviours and thought patterns that I worked so hard on to change. I don’t mean to be a dick and come across as angry and ungrateful, I’m loosing grip on…

Toxicity purge – Update

I thought I’d do an update with how things have been going since I decided to change things, cut people out of my life etc. First thing I want to say is that is has been incredibly difficult part of my journey but its…

Where does my inspiration come from?!

I’ve been thinking today that I haven’t had any inspiration to write for a while and it’s weird that some weeks I can write a lot but other times not at all. I mean yeah there’s something I could have written about but it…

Transition update – Week 31 on T

Another week on testosterone and its been a crazy week, its been up, down and all over the place. Its been hard to keep a track of how I feel, what’s going on. It feels like a whirlwind of emotions, highs and lows and…

This f*cking suck!

I don’t even know where to start right now, once again my heads in a fucking spin! I feel so full of anger and frustration. I really fucking hate my life! Now I’m not one to say that very often, I try and feel…

Transition update – Week 26 on T

Today I had my testosterone shot, I was meant to have it done at the doctors surgery but I got there and my appointment had been cancelled!! I was so angry as I didn’t sleep well last night and I was rushing around to…