Tag: crying

Breaking very old patterns

As I mentioned in my last post, I had written 2 long posts early hours of this morning, but I knew I would need to proof read the spelling and if they made sense or not before posting as they were both written pretty…

Random brain stuffs

Thought I’d share some stuff I’ve previously written but not posted. Here’s some random stuff from my weird brain Written 28th March 1am (I remember crying towards the end which is why I didn’t finish it or post it. Feeling a bit lost and…

Trying to survived in a messed up system

Where to even start?! I suppose I’ll start with the GP appointment I had on Friday. I had written some notes down the night before so I could just hand it over to my new GP. It was hard to write as it made…

This shit it my life!

Wow what to write that isn’t about what I’ve been talking about for fucking weeks! I don’t even fucking care any more if all I am talking about is my current situation because this current situation is so fucked up and is having a…

Benefits SUCK…continued..

WOW my previous post was rather positive at the end lol, I always seem to be able to be positive, I have NO idea where/why or how I continue. Like seriously how how do I do this?! I really don’t get it, I suppose…

DBT rules in times of stress

Not even sure where my head is at right now, I don’t know where to start or what even was right about today! Ok maybe it wasn’t THAT bad but my buttons were pushed today and I did get mega angry and stressed. I…

I give up. Chronic illness sucks..

Don’t even know where to start tonight. Been sat crying tonight, it was either that or punch walls but I don’t want another broken finger. I didn’t post yesterday because well I don’t think I had time. Only remember bits of what happened because…

Grumpy c**t *sorry*

It’s my trans group again tonight, which is why I am updating early. I may write again later, will see how I feel. So yeah yesterday….my mood was incredibly low and I wasn’t particularly articulate, because of the low mood. And yeah my attitude…

Happy Friday :)

Doing so much better today. Last night I was in bed by 11 pm, I cried loads… was just uncontrollable. I slept really well last night, but crying always makes you so tired. My face and eyes were still quite a bit puffy, but…

Sleep, eat, play repeat…

Lil monkey was up at 7:30 am…with a horrible nappy! Yeah not the thing you want to wake up to first thing. I think lil man is teething, he’s had a few really bad nappies. Ah joys of babies lol. No surprise that he…