Tag: down

I hate gender dysphoria

So I’ve not been around for a while, mainly because I’ve been too tired by the evening to write, but partly because I just haven’t felt like it. I’ve been really struggling this week, just in my over all life. I’ve struggled with my…

G.I.C workshop @ Charing Cross hospital

I am so so so tired, I probably should get to bed right now. But I need to get stuff out my head before I can sleep and rest properly. Monday night it took me nearly an hour to get to sleep because I…

Fracture clinic day!

Fracture clinic day finally came! and I am so so glad that I didn’t get a cast. The doc said I got to start trying to move my arm, which I have been doing all day. It hurts but I need to get it…

A little blue

I am at my brothers right now, looking after my little nephew. Not long put the lil monkey to bed, he’s sound asleep. My mood isn’t much better today, still feeling a bit down, a bit flat but it’s not too bad, I can…

A more functional batman

The dreaded Monday is nearly here again and I have only started to feel more functional in the last few hours. Stupid injection totally wipes me out. Especially if I am not feeling 100% already. It’s been a pretty lazy Sunday….basically the same as…

Nothing but the darkness

Last night was horrible. It took me ages to get to sleep. I was so agitated, I was exhausted but I just couldn’t relax! Was so frustrating. I slept in the end, don’t know what time. But when I woke up I felt as…

uP dOwN and rOunD and RouNd

Sat here again with my head pounding, the weather is so heavy!  For some reason this morning I leaped out of bed at like 7 am… I looked at the time and I was like WTF! no way am I getting up lol. So…