Tag: energy

Transition update – Week 21 on T

I’m writing this a day late this week, as yesterday I was having a bit of a hissy fit. So I ended up just sleeping and binge watching stuff on Netflix all day. I totally needed it and felt much better for it, the…

Transition update – No longer Pre T

So my last blog update was about having an appointment with my GP to collect my prescription for testosterone. This Monday I rang up my doctors surgery to see if they had any nurses appointments on Tuesday, so I could get it done the…

Just one big vicious circle….

Ah what to write that is not along the same lines as what I have been writing so far this year and well last year… My life ladies and gentlemen is one HUGE vicious circle that I cannot stop and I fucking HATE! I…

Don’t listen to that little dark voice.

A lot has changed in 3 days, a good kind of change though. I’m feeling much better then I did when I last posted on Wednesday. I am much more articulate now and I am able to write a decent sentence…Well I hope so…

I don’t even have the energy to be angry

In just two days things have changed, my mood has dropped and I feel like shit in more ways then one. I literally don’t have the energy for anything right now, I would just like things to go a bit more smoothly for a…

This is what a good week feels like :)

I have had a long, busy but good week. I don’t really know where to start. I’m feeling good though, despite the joint pain and the lingering sinus infection, I’ve been able to maintain a stable mood. I was going to do a video…

Recovering from depression, anxiety and disassociation

So I’ve haven’t written in a few days because I’ve just not been in the mood to write, well I’ve not really been in the mood to do anything at all. I’ve been in a real funk, I’ve been feeling mega anxious, totally disassociated…

Edgy boy but doing good

GROUP DAY! WOOHOO! I love Thursdays 🙂 I managed to get myself to bed by 11 pm after spending nearly 2 hours putting my last Lego set together, I had much fun. I have now run out of space to put them, I think…

Dark passenger surfaces!

I have spent a considerable amount of time just staring blankly into the screen in hope I will be inspired..In hope my brain will make some sort of sense of today. Also been busy listening to Sia, totally obsessed with Chandelier and Breathe me….

Recovery day

I’ve not really done much today, so not a lot to write about. I had a good 8 hours sleep last night, definitely needed that after being in so much pain all day yesterday. Still felt tired, I think yesterday just totally knocked it…