Tag: fed up

Breaking very old patterns

As I mentioned in my last post, I had written 2 long posts early hours of this morning, but I knew I would need to proof read the spelling and if they made sense or not before posting as they were both written pretty…

Still here

Again I’ve not written for a few months for various reasons. One being that I’ve not really been present, I’ve been disconnected and just in my own little world lately. The other reason is I often don’t feel like I have anything new to…

Mobile phones have killed the conversation

Am I the only one who when I am with people will put my phone in my pocket and leave it there, checking it very occasionally. I had two friends down to stay with me and I felt so fucking awkward, lonely and left…

A day in the life of a trans guy – gender dysphoria

previous post) it was also mentally exhausting. On quite a few occasions throughout the day I had random guys call me love… which made me feel like shit. I’ve been on testosterone for nearly a year now and still constantly get misgendered by strangers…

Transition update – Week 38 on T

I don’t really have much to write today… I don’t really know what to write or even say. Not feeling great today, am so stressed out with my whole benefits saga.. I hate having no money, I’m having to sell stuff just to get…

This f*cking suck!

I don’t even know where to start right now, once again my heads in a fucking spin! I feel so full of anger and frustration. I really fucking hate my life! Now I’m not one to say that very often, I try and feel…

Trying to survived in a messed up system

Where to even start?! I suppose I’ll start with the GP appointment I had on Friday. I had written some notes down the night before so I could just hand it over to my new GP. It was hard to write as it made…