Its only Wednesday and it has already been one hell of a week! I’m absolutely exhausted, in so much pain and so stressed out, literally don’t know how I am continuing to move forward and deal with all of this shit. So Monday Scrappy…
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Sunday again..it seems to come around quicker every week and wow what a week it’s been. How would I describe this week? Well this week has been filled with high emotion, mainly anger and frustration, with a bit of crying and some happy days….
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Ah Sunday evening…which means I have another week ahead of me to deal with! Urgh and I have a few battles to deal with this week. I had some shit news through the post and WOW it’s utterly disgusting and I got so mad! So…
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It’s the weekend…woohoo..or not lol. No it’s been a pretty good weekend actually and I’m feeling good. It has been a pretty chilled weekend, just what I needed, although tomorrow I got paper work and other bits to chase up. Yesterday was pretty chilled,…
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I have spent a considerable amount of time just staring blankly into the screen in hope I will be inspired..In hope my brain will make some sort of sense of today. Also been busy listening to Sia, totally obsessed with Chandelier and Breathe me….
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