Tag: happy

Left behind

I always feel like I’m being left behind, left out, like I’m still a little kid just still struggling to figure out what’s happening. I feel like I’m missing out and being missed out of things. I feel like no one really knows me…

A day in the life of a trans guy – 5 weeks post op Top surgery

Yesterday, my friend and I went up to my last post op appointment in Plymouth. It went really well, the blood clot that he initially said would need to be drained at this appointment had gone, he said my body had absorbed it which…

The light at the end of the darkness

I feel happy again and I can say that now and actually mean it. Just a few months ago I was in the darkness, struggling to get through a day. At times I felt so tired, I just didn’t want to keep going. I…

Dear friends,

Dear friends, old and new. To those who I’ve known for 20 years and to those who I’ve known for 2 months. I wanted to write this to catch everyone up on where I am and where I’ve been. In January, I was in…

Hobby – Photography

I saw my Grandparents this weekend and they have a lovely garden with beautiful flowers, so I took the opportunity to take some pictures 🙂 All just with my iPhone 7 and a few using my macro and eye fish lens. I love looking…

Self care – Being brave and asking for help

Dinner date and movie with myself tonight. Something I’ve not done in a while, been too caught up with the negative stuff in my head, I forgot to love and take care of myself. Trying my best to get back on track. I also…

Transition update

I don’t when I last posted an update about my transition stuff, but I have exciting news 😁 I am now 21 months on testosterone, my two years on T will be 22nd August. Everything with T is going well, I do my own…

2018 – What a year!!!

Yet another year is nearly over and 2019 is just on the horizon. Its been another year full of ups and downs and for the most part its been an absolutely incredible time. March was probably the most eventful months of this year, I…

A day in a life of a trans guy – Gender Identity Clinic

Woohoo 🙌🏻 I’m on the coach home! And it’s not raining hard, so glad I missed the downpour. Appointment at the gender clinic went really well, the doctor was super friendly, really nice and proactive. First of all she’s going to write to my…

Lost boy

When I’m feeling low and I make silly mistakes it’s hard not to tear myself down. For example, I’m currently on the coach to London and I was feeling ok. But then I forgot to pick up my appointment letter and deed poll. So…