Tag: irritable

Grumpy boy

The last couple of weeks have been a bit of a struggle, I’ve been feeling so agitated, grumpy, achy and exhausted. A lot of it has to do with having stopped taking trazadone, which is slowly working its way out of my system. I’ve…

Chill day

I am feeling nice and relaxed and for once not in absolute agony! I’ve had a really nice day to myself, which I so needed. Can’t remember when the last time I had the whole day to myself was. Took some time to catch…

Writing helps me make sense of my brain

I was going to post some pictures of the last few weeks but my laptop is being so slow! and it’s really irritating so I shall try again tomorrow. Feeling much better today, I think writing yesterday really helped me to work through everything…

Gender dysphoria

I’ve been quite irritable and angry recently without real cause to be feeling that way. That is a warning sign for me but I’ve been thinking that this could be put down to gender dysphoria. Like I am DONE with it being warm and…

Dissociation from emotions

I am so so tired but everything is a lot less intense then it was yesterday, which I am very grateful for. Um where to start.. Slept well last night, woke up about 5 am though but managed to get back to sleep pretty…

Stuck

It’s been nearly a whole week since I have sat down to write properly, I usually like sitting down to write but this past week I’ve either been too tired or I’ve just not felt like it. I’m only writing tonight because I’m not…

Quiet, calm, mindful place….ah this is my bliss

To start with I am sat with just my laptop on, only this tab and another tab for youtube up. Phone and TV is OFF! Feeling really irritable this evening….I’m not sure why. Usually I multi-task while I’m writing and I’ll be on FB,…