Tag: overwhelming

Self care during self QUARANTINE

I suffer with mental health issues, mainly depression and anxiety. But also struggle with disassociation and gender dysphoria. As I’ve mentioned in previous posts, I started myself back on trazadone to get through this tough, uncertain times. I’ve been back on it for around…

Counselling sessions

After 14 sessions, 14 hours I have finished my counselling sessions, with the lovely Scania Price. I’m glad I was encouraged to find a private counsellor, I’m so pleased I found Scania as I got a lot out of my 14 sessions. It was…

A day in the life of a Trans guy – 7 weeks post op Top Surgery

These past 7 weeks have gone so quickly, my head and emotions still haven’t quite caught up with everything yet, I’m just trying to take it easy and be kind to myself. The one thing no one tells you about post top surgery is…

Disconnected

Today’s been weird, this morning I was organised, got shit done, felt good. By sort of 13:30pm I was just done for the day . I wanted to sleep because I was tired but I couldn’t settle. So just spent most of the afternoon…

A day in the life of a trans guy – I just want to be a real boy 😔

I feel like I’m stuck in limbo, everything feels suspended in space. Just hanging around in this skin that doesn’t feel like my own. This body doesn’t feel like it’s mine, it’s just doesn’t fit. I know I’m on the journey to change all…

Transition update – Week 35 on T

This week has been full of ups and downs but I’ve made some huge steps forward, which feels so awesome! I’m so proud of myself. I’ll get the non transition stuff out of the way first. Its been a pretty hard week, I’ve had…

Transition update – Week 33 on T

Another week on testosterone, its been such a long crazy week but its been s good one. I’ve struggled to get through money wise, but I’ve been selling stuff. That’s slowed down now and I don’t have much left but I have food so…