Tag: overwhelming

Toxic positivity

What is toxic positivity? Well its this Its something I experience a lot from others but also I do it myself. I invalidate my own feelings, mainly because I get sick to death of feeling so shit all the time, I just try and… Continue Reading “Toxic positivity”

Self care during self QUARANTINE

I suffer with mental health issues, mainly depression and anxiety. But also struggle with disassociation and gender dysphoria. As I’ve mentioned in previous posts, I started myself back on trazadone to get through this tough, uncertain times. I’ve been back on it for around… Continue Reading “Self care during self QUARANTINE”

Counselling sessions

After 14 sessions, 14 hours I have finished my counselling sessions, with the lovely Scania Price. I’m glad I was encouraged to find a private counsellor, I’m so pleased I found Scania as I got a lot out of my 14 sessions. It was… Continue Reading “Counselling sessions”

A day in the life of a Trans guy – 7 weeks post op Top Surgery

These past 7 weeks have gone so quickly, my head and emotions still haven’t quite caught up with everything yet, I’m just trying to take it easy and be kind to myself. The one thing no one tells you about post top surgery is… Continue Reading “A day in the life of a Trans guy – 7 weeks post op Top Surgery”

Disconnected

Today’s been weird, this morning I was organised, got shit done, felt good. By sort of 13:30pm I was just done for the day . I wanted to sleep because I was tired but I couldn’t settle. So just spent most of the afternoon… Continue Reading “Disconnected”

A day in the life of a trans guy – I just want to be a real boy 😔

I feel like I’m stuck in limbo, everything feels suspended in space. Just hanging around in this skin that doesn’t feel like my own. This body doesn’t feel like it’s mine, it’s just doesn’t fit. I know I’m on the journey to change all… Continue Reading “A day in the life of a trans guy – I just want to be a real boy 😔”

Transition update – Week 35 on T

This week has been full of ups and downs but I’ve made some huge steps forward, which feels so awesome! I’m so proud of myself. I’ll get the non transition stuff out of the way first. Its been a pretty hard week, I’ve had… Continue Reading “Transition update – Week 35 on T”

Transition update – Week 33 on T

Another week on testosterone, its been such a long crazy week but its been s good one. I’ve struggled to get through money wise, but I’ve been selling stuff. That’s slowed down now and I don’t have much left but I have food so… Continue Reading “Transition update – Week 33 on T”

Transition update – Week 32 on T

Today would have been T shot day but the docs didn’t have any appointments, so I’m having it done bright and early Thursday morning lol, 8:30am! Urgh, that’s still the middle of the night!! This is why I wanted to do it myself, so… Continue Reading “Transition update – Week 32 on T”

Transition update – Week 31 on T

Another week on testosterone and its been a crazy week, its been up, down and all over the place. Its been hard to keep a track of how I feel, what’s going on. It feels like a whirlwind of emotions, highs and lows and… Continue Reading “Transition update – Week 31 on T”