Tag: suicidal

The light at the end of the darkness

I feel happy again and I can say that now and actually mean it. Just a few months ago I was in the darkness, struggling to get through a day. At times I felt so tired, I just didn’t want to keep going. I…

Being brave – asking for help

So a couple of days ago I deleted everyone off FB and at first it was out of anger and frustration and also a bit scary but it’s actually been really liberating as well, I don’t feel like there’s things that are expected of…

Auto immune disorders suck!

My year has been pretty shit with the whole benefits thing but my health has really taken a dive this past year and all the stress hasn’t helped with that. I keep looking back at all the things I did last summer and I…

Psych app – Not where I want to be but where I need to be

Thought I would write a quick update from my post the other day as I had my psych appointment this afternoon. My appointment was roughly 10 minutes long, barely that I would say. I wasn’t able to actually express myself properly and how bad…

I feel into the darkness

A month ago since I last posted and I was attempting to write more regularly but life and my poor mental health has kinda got in the way and to be honest I don’t remember a lot of the past month. I know I’ve…

Forever waiting – Massive catch up

Again it’s been just over a month since I last wrote anything about my exciting life lol, I’ve been struggling to write at the moment because my life is in a bit of a limbo and the benefits saga seems to be over shadowing…

Depressing start to the week :(

Woke up early for my MRI scan… man getting up at 7 am is really not fun! Took 15 mind to remove all my piercings and that. Got the the hospital for just after 8 am. Got a bit lost trying to find where…